UGLY/BEAUTIFUL - MORNING VODKA OBSERVATIONS

first the clouds;

FUCK ME!

the clouds are AWESOME!

ships with black arses

foaming heads regulated in military focus

CLOUDS!

i am FUCKING stunned by the FUCKING clouds!

then

in Supermarket its all ugly-beautiful

wide-angle drunk 10am

and an

ugly-beautiful bony blonde buys own brand vodka 50cl

and a shouting tabloid 

and an apple pie in a box

she’s talking about having

an Anne Somerfeild party

     ugly-beautiful is homey blonde 40 and beyond

dull blue eyes staring at my black shades.

i am ugly beautiful too . . . flooded with the colours

fish eye drunk

then

the SKY the fucking CLOUDS!

panoramic figureheads stately degrade

up in the heaven dimming

all slo-mo

i bath; ugly-beautiful naked and sprawled in bubbles 

popping bombards me and assaults me

then

though still GREAT the SKY doesn’t thrill

i am uncomfortable

and crashing